One Year

I don't know why, completely out of the blue it hit me... I was shopping on VitaCost and saw wasabi peas... I remembered that I devoured them like crazy when I was pregnant... I was pregnant... one year ago. But remembering sitting here at this computer, chomping on wasabi peas, I realized how completely I took it for granted. I am so sad right now. I would give anything to go back in time and enjoy just ONE DAY of being pregnant.

I know I'm always posting songs from YouTube... but when I so suddenly felt like I was pulled by an rip current of sadness - these words anchored me...

Be still, my soul: the waves and winds still know His voice Who ruled them while He dwelt below.

Nicol Sponberg sings a beautiful version of this hymn, so I have been listening to it

and remembering that my God is the same as He was one year ago.