Sweetness

Speaking of incredibly adorable children and pictures of them, I just want to share these pictures of my sweet Amelia. She's just a ball of love. I worry about her being a middle child sometimes, because she's just so mellow that I wonder if she'll just fall between the cracks. Then I remind myself that when I first got pregnant with her, I was totally freaked out thinking that I probably wouldn't love her as much as Sophia. Of course I do love her just as much (like everyone told me I would!) and I feel silly for even having worried.







So, I'm going to my doctor in a couple of weeks, and if everything checks out okay, we'll try for #3 again. I'm kind of excited, because this will be the first time that we're actually really trying. The other times we've just generally talked about having a baby, gotten lazy with birth control, and then been pleasantly suprised by how easily I get knocked up.

I'm such a total type A person, but when it comes to the really big things in life, like having a baby, I tend to just sit back and watch God figure it all out for me. I think about all the baby-having lingo out there (you know, ttc, af, bd, dpo, bfp...) and it's funny to watch people obsess. It's FUN to obsess! I mean, getting pregnant is probably the biggest thing in our lives that we have NO control over (you can chart you bbt and bd all around o and start poas after your 2ww and get a bfn, or you can do eveything possible to avoid getting pregnant and still end up with that miracle vasectomy post-menopausal baby!) Since this will most likely be our last (God willing) I'm a little more inclined to obsess about the whole process. I've given up caffeine (ouch!) and started taking prenatal vitamins, and generally tried to get healthier. We'll see if this blog turns into a mess of crazy acronyms in about five weeks to see how obsessive I become ;)